shifting house to my new BFF wordpress!










All the Nation come
They bow and sing your majesty forever
Every tongue confess that you are Lord.

Every knee shall bow
Declare your name that you are Lord forever
High and lifted up We bless Your name

In your holiness
I find redemptions song
In Your majesty
I find where I belong

Hosanna You are holy and exalted
Hosanna You are high and lifted up
Hosanna You are worthy of all praise
We worship You




picture taken during JUMP concert,
somehow a smaller version of what it means
of having multitudes and multitudes of people
giving God all honor and praises,
because of how he is worthy of our worship.

i cant deny your majesty,
i can only tell of your awesomeness,
expand this faith of mine that goes beyond my knowledge.







thought that this was interesting,
something similar to the lifehouse skit.
I guess sometimes its so true that we are so caught up with all the sins
that we do that we are trapped so deep.
let go, reach out.






I thought about this on the way to school today.
A sudden random thought I had when was I was thinking about an old friend.
Whether or not it is a personal opinion or not,
I’m sure it makes sense, to me at least.
It’s all about perspectives, try looking from another angle.

Living life only for myself, always giving myself the best as every other thing is centred around me, while holding back to live for others, that life is meaningless.

What do you live for?For yourself?



















Start to look beyond yourself.









a incredible video about the relationship between a father and son that mr chong show to us in class today!
well it will somehow show another side of the story and it would be that of God's relationship with us,
speaks volumes of a fathers love - one that reminds me of god's love,
unconditional love indeed.

what was one point that i take is that of the hope that the father gave to his son,
and indeed he really gave hope to his son for a lifetime.
And yes the son learn of gratefulness that is something that i want to apply too.
go read more about their story.
http://www.teamhoyt.com/history.shtml






mans, i've been coughing non stop since don't know when,
that i feel as though im going to heaven to see GOD even before i finish my task on earth!
being sick since the first of may till now really makes me feel as though im dying!
in fact at times i feel as though im a die hard smoker who is having the consequence of heavy smoking! LOL.
but well i really got sth against smokers recently, esp when they dun realised there is sth called diffusion that im breathing in second hand smoke, and then it cause my lungs to react by coughing non stop. GOSH. if i ever get to be in the UN, i will ban smoking all over the earth. I know it affects the economics in some sense, but seriously wld they rather die or lose money?
oh well.

definition of cough:
A cough, also known as tussis is a sudden, often repetitive, spasmodic contraction of the thoracic cavity, resulting in violent release of air from the lungs, and usually accompanied by a distinctive sound.

causes of cough:

• Allergies and asthma
• Lung infections such as pneumonia or acute bronchitis
• Chronic obstructive pulmonary disease (emphysema or chronic bronchitis)
• Sinusitis leading to postnasal drip
• Lung disease such as bronchiectasis, interstitial lung disease, or tumors
• Gastroesophageal reflux disease (GERD)
• Cigarette smoking
• Exposure to secondhand smoke
• Exposure to air pollutants
• ACE inhibitors (medications used to control blood pressure)

shrugs im so scared i get chronic bronchitis.
Okay but that is serious case of course!
haha, god heal me because i have been trusting and
praying for healing over the past 2weeks!:)
bless me that i may serve you even more!
and yes i know i need to excercise,
perhaps i need more motivation in that!
someone can help me in this!heh.

by the way, one reason why i haven't been updating this
space here is because i'm finding reasons why i shld blog.
so if you are reading here, why not leave a tag and tell me
why you chose to blog?
well i have been searching for reasons, not because im lost,
but because if i can't find that reason, i will not have the heart
or motivation to come here often! haha.


PAY IT FORWARD, FACING THE GIANTS.
2 great movies, very inspiring, insightful, thought provoking.
in fact it is just a simple story/plot,
but yet i know there is a stirring in my heart,
and many others.
I want to pay it forward because i want to built generations of
word centered people that also want to continue to spread,
creating a revival!
I want to make god so real in every way that i live!
I want to lead my current team/unit like how grant led his team!
I want to be so impactful in my lifetime here, because i know that
god made me to do so!
I want to be faithful to god, loving him through all.

I want so many things,
but application is key.

`preparing the fields, for god to rain his blessings.
to be proactive in my faith, in the things i do, let god move.









I who thinks that moose is really really dumb??!! (ps, i'm not being mean, but he is really funny) :D:D

hahah, this is a source of entertainment for me today,
i realized that i could make life in class much more enjoyable,
and that includes comics!
man i suddenly feel that i want to buy loads of archie comics!!
then i will read and read and read and read and read,
till will definitely forget to do QT! im quite sure about that!
hahah, thank god im not rich mans!

YAY, im really really hungry.
can you imagine the hunger in that small stomach of mine!
and the very fact that i have already defaecate much last night
due to tummy upset! gosh. lack of energy mans.
to the fact that whatever my friend said about the project,
simply diffuse through my ears!! hohoho

anyways if anyone has flexible time and good pay job offers,
please tell me, i have no time to work because there is alot of
ministry commitments that im joyful about,
but at the same time,i have family situations that call of me to support myself.
So one day work on sunday, that earns sufficient for me to survive!

haha, guess i have to seek of god's blessings too.
as i serve him, he will bless me:)


okay back to my time of archie comic:))))))))))))))))))






I shall bring back my memories of all the past camps i had in YHOPE!
Still in counting though! In anticipation of the upcoming youth camp!

Central chalet camp,180degrees dec'04!
- haha, i only have one picture,
so here is a unglam shot of xanthe and me!
LOOK at xanthe's short hair!




My first official youth camp,june'05!
Ultimate dare camp!
-that is the then central 2 days, led by ethan!haha, look at the population of girls here!

ESPIRT de corps,dec'05!
-A part of central, known as
AOC (Agents Of Change) led by daniel!
We had jerseys okay! super cool!









Encounter camp,june'06!
- Central Cee led by elise!
consisting of STC,Cresent,fairfield,GESS,outram!
we were really big back then!
Breakthrough camp,dec'06!
-Central's frisbee team taking part in the HOPE Olympics! We were ZAI!:D

FirstFrontier,june'07!
-and yes the first camp i had with my new unit!<3 class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify;">

X29 Camp,dec'07!
-hahah, this is the 10th anniversary of yhope!
here it goes central 10th anni performance team,
missing dearest joanne LEE who was of great help!
everyone is black and white except me!



HAHA. i enjoy pictures!
maybe i should blog with more pictures in time to come!
anyways, school life is not that very fun!
but well i want to keep a positive spirit i suppose!

Oh anyways, i would be moving house soon!
not too far, either queenstown,commonwealth,buona vista areas!
hahah, probably ard 3mths frm now!
stay tuned for more!:D

Let me tell you god how favors me!
i was already tired since the week before after school year2 started.
Then due to time schedule BK and myself,
can only plan WFL on sunday morn,
then the sad thing was that i was working at night until 12mn!
So it was a mad rush of preparing the teaching and notes
on monday morning while listening in class!
I tell you i was really tired.
But thank God that i manage to prepare in time, and that the
teaching was not bad considering the amount of time!
I slept at 12mn after doing what i need to do after returning home
from WFL! and the next morning which is this morning,
i was actually feeling rather refresh as though there was no sch!
surprised indeed, but i thought that god's strength really was with me!
yeahh.

yays, FAT NINJAS later!:D:D:D

check back here agn!

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if you even wonder.
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after reading through my old posts,
i realised that i miss penning down my thoughts here quite abit.
so yes i shall make a decision to come by here more often:)

and so school is starting and,
i'm NOT the least bit excited about it.
haha.

`enjoying worship to the fullest,
it makes refreshes me,
as always.

ilove my FAT NINJAS!







And finally!!!!!
joallisonagnes decides to post something up!
heh.

prayermeet song((((((((((((((:

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There is an endless song
Echoes in my soul
I hear the music ring
And thought the storms may come
I am holding on
To the rock I cling

How can I keep from singing Your praise
How can I ever say enough
How amazing is Your love
How can I keep from shouting Your name
I know I am loved by the King
And it makes my heart want to sing

I will lift my eyes
In the darkest night
For I know my Savior lives
And I will walk with You
Knowing You'll see me through
And sing the songs You give

I can sing in the troubled times
Sing when I win
I can sing when I lose my step
And fall down again
I can sing 'cause You pick me up
Sing 'cause You're there
I can sing 'cause You hear me, Lord
When I call to You in prayer
I can sing with my last breath
Sing for I know
That I'll sing with the angels
And the saints around the throne

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'I know I am loved by the King
And it makes my heart want to sing'
this makes me happy:D
simple but true.


next week is camp!
woooots!
-making my chapter X29!!
-10th anniversary performance!
-2 international delegates with my unit!
-fellowship!!
-pictures and more pictures!

etc.etc.etc.etc.etc.etc

but i have to go school for test!oh my gosh!
bridget too!
jess too!
so many pple need to go back sch for those not in high school!

What i want to learn...

"Learn to let go of your ways and embrace the way of wisdom and faith"
-shuyi's blog!
ways that goes wrong.
things that i thought it was best for me.
i guess for me often times, i want things my way,
because i enjoy dwelling in it.
What a sinful nature, cant deny that.
time to embrace.



"What Jesus did for me on that cross that day is still valid for me even though I don't fully understand it."
-stephan!e's blog!
back to the basics for me:)
let me want to know you a little deeper each day



"I have come to a conclusion that if we know who we’re serving and we love the one whom we serve, we’ll serve with joy and full committment."
-mellissa's blog!
indeed if you know and if you love,
actions comes along with it.



"He knew when i needed a yummy dinner to lift my spirits, He gave encouragement when it was what i needed to hear, He just gives so... lovingly and freely. (: my Father knows best."
-fungmin's blog!
and this is real childlike faith.
because my daddy knows the best for me.
simple love that overflows with trust.



"what about in your life? what have you done to prove Jesus' love lives in you and how have you lived it out to proclaim it?"
-angela's blog!
A child of God?
do i live that life that i am to be,
not of perfection from the start,
but growing each day towards and letting god lead.
obedience.



"before you my God, I can just come as i am. Sheep to Shepherd. Child to Father. <3"
-calean's blog!
i want to love you just as you are to me.
but your love is beyond anything.
i thank you for all laopa<3








AND im back to planet earth!

Alright yesterday was a series of bad events!
1)keep falling aslp in class.
2)people cut my line when buying waffles!
3)forgot to bring my water bottle
4) Forgot to bring the teaching i was suppose to teach bridget!
5)no compassion taxi driver who con me of $2.50!!

well well!
event number five was really saddening!
i wanted to take a taxi home as it was really late,
in case my mum blows up.
then i assume that there is the nets payment function.
hop onto the taxi and then started talking to the MALE taxi driver as he drove
and i realized that his taxi do not have the nets payment function!
so i quickly tell him that i do not have cash with me so can he drop me off.
GUESS WHAT?!?!?!?!
HE DEMANDED $2.50 FROM ME:((((((
HE ONLY DROVE LIKE LESS THAN 1MINS, THE DISTANCE WAS NOT EVEN MUCH!!

oh my gosh.
im not sad about my money,
but like it was just a SUPER short distance,
he still demands the $2.50 from me!
shouldn't he be nice and just take it that he is doing a good deed?
at least i told him before i reach home and realize that i got no money.
AIYA! im going to boycott TRANS TAXI for life!!
hahahahaha.
okays finish ranting!



ooh!
anw i have breakthrough in discipline for the past two days!
i felt proud for myself can!
i manage to discipline myself to wake up can!
:D


anyway on the way to school yesterday.
i was sitting on the train with weiting.
so i was tired so then we were both sitting next to each other.
i suddenly thought about -familiar strangers.
its like now we know each other because of the fact that we are both in the same church.
but imagine actually im not in church,
then we be just strangers sitting next to each other.
i just thought that im glad that i came to know her through church!
weiting are you honored to be mention here?heh.
im suddenly reminded about people around me.
i'm thankful for all people who were part of my life,
be it through church, school, workplace!

i love my new towel:D
because it is from bridget<3
hee







and my love for saxaphone!!
the kid version.
the very reason because im a childlike little girl!

but ever since young i like saxaphone!
then when hope bangkok came,
the love for saxaphone revived!













okay now for the classy and style one!!








and i thought about something recently.


imagine yourself as a child holding alot of balloons,
each balloons consisting of what are our needs,
wants,opportunities,temptation,emotions,relationships,
friendship,thoughts,sacrifice
then there are some balloons floating around that we have yet grab hold.
well this is about choices and decisions made in life.
to what we chose to hold on to, what we miss out by being blinded by
all the balloon we are holding to.
but of course all the balloons consist of those that are essential,
like needs and friendship, etc.

then now imagine the balloons that we let go that floats up to heaven,
and dear daddy will start to collect all of them, some that has its own timing
to be given to back to us as it floats back down again,
some that are bad things then it be deflated.

we decide the things we want to hold on in life,
but eventually it is about the choices that we make,
some are good judgements, some are blinded judgements.
but we are short sighted people who cannot really know the best
for ourselves, we only think that we are that good, trying to put
ourselves above what we think we are.

i was thinking that maybe as we serve in ministry sometimes we wonder if
some balloons specifically those that requires sacrifice of time,
efforts, quitting of cca, etc, is it all worth it?
simple answer : yes!
because Daddy takes all the balloons and give back to us in his own
ways, simple understanding to he will not shortchange us.



hahaha. i don't think anyone would understand this entry,
because this is a rather childlike idea that i thought of during my
quiet time last week.
so you need to be a little child like me to understand this:D
heh.



oh i like this two words
"blockhead genius"
hoho, oxymoron!!!! :D
i want to be a blockhead genius:))))))


`one way to you








oh my gosh!i finally uploaded it!






i cannot seem to upload the video of mila in the central blog or my blog!
till i get to upload it, you all will be really seeing what crazy things can we do mans!

ANYWAY!THOSE CENTRAL CEE DARLINGS READING THIS BLOG, PLEASE GO CENTRAL BLOG HOR!

right now i'm wondering what am i going to have for dinner!
and im talking to dear hannah laopo now!haven spoke to her for a long time!
and tmr is central chalet!
there is central shirt too!
oooh i just rmb there is meta this wed!
and of course the extended prayermeet!
oh shrugs, im hungry!
and i feel for the need for grad's gathering!hahah.
AND I WANT TO MEET MY SHEEPS NOW!
thinking about it, should i have a sheeps retreat this friday?
HELLO dear sheeps pls tell me if you are available!!

oh and anyways, i just mention about chalet tmr to my mum,
and she is rather okay about it, which is superly shocking.
hahha, but thank god for the wisdom to speak the right words to her,
that she is alright with the entire idea about the chalet!

anyways, stopped working at sentosa already!
working at Nydc at holland soon together with bridget!
that god will bless the timing of this work so as that it will not be too tiring
and that my mum will be alright with it and that of course will not hinder ministry!

im hooked onto this song,
keeps running through my mind this entire day!

So I’ll stand
With arms high and heart abandoned
In awe of the One who gave it all

So I’ll stand
My soul Lord to You surrendered
All I am is Yours

`to lived a life that honors you.
making the best out of which,
till the very end,
and to hear the sentence
good and faithful servant.
you are just so true.






random emotions.
jumpy and wondering.
it would be fun, but not for long term.
look ahead for what is better.
thought that this is the better way.

heh.
i don't know what i just typed!
okays this is called as no focused thoughts.


and things are getting much more challenging.
but of course i do keep the faith.
as much as what i know,
there will be a way.


*there is none like you,
no one else can touch my heart like you do.
i could search for all eternity long,
and find there is none like you.



`you have won my heart, and i'm yours.







the blurred edited version of the pic!
and i like it!heee.
the sentosa pclm retreat!
that is the very cause of my pretty skin peeling.
my sad red face!
my friend got me aloe vera gel tho!
and sharlene getting me the sprayspray thing!and i have apple this sat!
yux wanna go find for me!hohoh
im blessed!:D
oooh, anw i enjoyed planning games and 'torturing them'!
hohoho. no la, about the 8sets of jumping jacks!woots!
dun kill me for that! but im so sure everyone was tired and sun burned!



and i like my skinnys!
heee:D then that very saturday we both look like twins from bottom down!
oooh and our suspenders next saturday okays!!!coolios!


in any case,
i want to watch all the movies my friends gave me in my dear laptop!
so that can clear off memory space too!
so date me!

then anyways, my holidays are coming!yays!
1)i want personal retreat i suppose!
2)and that there is central chalet!!!:D
3)i want to have a sheep's outing with my darlings!
4)MCG unit event!!!
5)short meet ups with my old friends!
5)working that im so not looking forward to.




`for i know you care.







a team with different dynamics, i heart<3

yesterday we celebrated BK's birthday!
blessed 19th birthday again!heh.
and i tell you that david is supeberly funny like mr bean!:D
oh i learn some things yesterday about contentment, guess god has many funny ways to teach me new things and moulding my character.

`because of the plan.






When something does not work out?
Ultimately the choice everyone faces is the choice between hope and despair. And what jesus says? “Choose hope”

The questions for us is-
1) Will you keep going when you don’t know why?
2) When you can’t get any answers that would make the pain go away, will you still say, “My Lord,” even though his ways are not clear to you?
3) Will you keep going with all the grace and grit and faith you can muster, and live in hope that one day God will set everything right?
4) Will you trust that God is good?

There is one person we know in the Bible is Jacob, who wrestled with the man throughout one night and realized afterwards that it was God. The man crippled Jacob’s hip and told him to let go, and Jacob said, “I will not let you go unless you bless me.”

When the man saw Jacob would not quit, he blessed him and gave him a new name : Israel. “You have struggled with God and with men and you have overcome.”
Why does God wrestle with Jacob? Why not just give him a blessing outright?

I don’t know the whole answers to those questions. I think it has something to do with the fact that God prizes that quality in the human spirit that will not give up.

God wants greatness in soul- people who will endure, wrestle, persevere, refuse to quit, and cling on to his goodness even when there is much they can’t see clearly.


`even when nothing seems so, I will hold on.







BLESSED HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY BESTIE NPY!
fi fove fou feep feep!
chipchip hughug daledale tighttight deepdeep sniffsniff muahmuah!


























your fav baby pic!
oh the nose!
touchNose,knuckleNose,tickleNose,movingFingersFunnyNose,zhuzhu!hehe.

for now i shall leave this entry as it is,
stay tuned for more sillybaby!

heart公主,loves王子<3






The number of seats, the number of rows, - you decide;)

And I ask of DADDY that 32 can be done.
Heard many testimonies when we met up on Tuesday, and new encouragements and stories yesterday too.
The right spirit and the right attitude to start with, I’m proud of you girls ;)
Now I ask of DADDY to move in the hearts of the contacts and visitors!
32 all out for DADDY.


`because you will lead me on.






a laughing pill,
that is needed.










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harry potter movie with elise, winnie, zach.
not fantastic but i thought it was not bad.

















at the least i get to see this pretty girl!
:D











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i wonder how is 37 coming along.
now we ask, would you bless this land of ours?


`at the back of my mind, now.






the awwwwwww ablum from grad's reunion:D
but this is excluding bridget,peiyi,tecksin who left early after dinner.
and stef,esther,lijin didn't come.

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